Work on projects in the middle of nowhere, stringing together every scrap you can pull out of yer butt, until you can’t function at 1-3am, trying to do it when you can avoid & manage conflicts, sleep a couple of hours, work on 1970’s house or apartment that seems to just always have an issue and be a mess, throw a bunch of animals puking, crapping, eating, walking and unhappy people complaining into the mix about what they ‘deserve’ or how they want more from you even though you have nothing left… ‘or else’.. Then about every 10 years have massive success… …repeat = never ending sandpit of life.